Wooww, it's been really long time since i've updated my blogg..so lazy huh? Well, there was so much going around those times and now finally got some free time and its time to share something new :)
Just finished my 2nd semester at college and now having good winter break in St.Louis, Missouri with friends. It has been very long journey since i have started this blog and learned so much through out this time. And now willing to change it to the better and hope to bring everything positive energy i can bring into this blog as well as my life :)
I hope everyone had an amazing Valentine's day:) Everywhere people are in love and happy showing their love to someone special! It's an amazing feeling that there is always someone to lay on feeling that someone cares for you, have your back and most importantly be there for you no matter what and love you for who you are!
Everyone has their different Valentine's Day histories. My history of this beautiful day is not beautiful as its sounds. Exactly 3 years ago i had my very first & last Valentine with my ex-boyfriend and ended my relationship . Its funny that you think you love someone, but it ended up and later you realized that it was nothing special, not worth of your time. More funny is that person come back after all those years and acted like nothing happened and changed.
When it comes to love, its hard to make decisions and once you lost your trust for someone, it is really hard to trust love, someone again , because you think that it will happen again and hurt your feeling. Maybe that's why i am still afraid and couldn't open and give my heart to someone. Hope it will change someday and find a special person who won't break my trust. :)
So today's songs are little bit emotional and those lyrics are just heartbreaking.
I personally love Adele its not just because she has an amazing voice, but also she sings from her heart and all the lyrics just go to my heart straight and every words are meant to me something that inside me. Also maybe its because her songs are words, music that what your heart wants to say.
I heard his song just now and there was that feeling that i really wanted express. Its really what i wanted to say to that person- Now you're just somebody that i used to now, because i cant let you enter my life and act like nothing happened and we are okay after 3 years.
Its one of the mongolian band that i really like:) Their songs are really cool and also they have this style :) And even thou these songs are quite old, but still meant a lot to me!
This song has a quite good story:) Whenever i listen to this song, reminds me of my high school year, being a model and having a little shot for this movie:) It was a good times back then! :)
So last Friday i've participated this Condom Fashion Show organized by my school. I was a model and designer too:). It was totally new experience with me working with condoms and also it was really hard to work with hha.
I was modeling in both my design and my friends too and so happy that my friend got 2nd place:)
I've recently modeled for one of schoolmate Megan Breukelman who is currently majoring in Photography . I have to say that she is an amazing and talented photographer. Here are some shoots from the other day.
When: 2012.02.10
Where: Indian Beach, Sarasota,Florida
Photographer: Megan Breukelman